Friday, July 29, 2011

How do we Cope part 2

Take a breath!!!!

As you may have noticed it has been well over 6/7 almost 8 months since my last post.  This is for good reason. 

I have been breathing...... My struggle with my family/ people who were there for the first part of my life is just that breathing.  One of the steps that I have had, and continue to take, is to move forward.

The last months/ years/ centuries has been moments/ years/ centuries that have shown me that i have come to terms with this through my fits of rage and moments of anger.  All to no avail, my fits of rage were preformed in front of an audiance who bought tickets and then never showed up.  My songs of fury fell on deaf ears. 

Its hard to grasp your reality without a foundry to base yourself upon.  And what I know, is that I am so very tired of thinking, I could never be Picasso because I like to paint, nor could I be Frank Sinatra because I like to sing.  The very simple fact of the matter is i like to paint, and I like to sing.....  and this is valid. 

My struggle has not ended, nor will it ever..... but this is life, and it is a GREAT LIFE TO LIVE!!!!! 

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